Sailing with no aim but to reach the bottom
Waves washing away whatever doubt I had left
Grey sails adorning my ship
They lost all the colours they had
They'll never be whole again
Carrying all the gifts of regret I have been given
Sinking in all these thoughts of contempt I am feeling
Questioning every choice, every step I have taken
Shouting loud, trusting that every word makes it better
Slowly losing my voice
I scream my lungs out
Slowly losing control
Nothing seems to work
Nothing seems to work
Grey sails adorning my ship
They lost all the colours they had
They'll never be whole again
But none of it matters now
Black thoughts controlling my head
They snuck in and stayed here for good
I'll never be free again
I know I'm not the only one
I know you're sailing just the same
I saw it deep within your eyes
I saw you're breaking just like me
No steer, no aim
You're just the same
Black thoughts, grey sails
You're just the same
You're just like me
I know I'm not the only one
I know you're sailing just the same
I saw it deep within your eyes
I saw you're breaking
Grey sails adorning my ship
They lost all the colours they had
They'll never be whole again
But none of it matters now
Black thoughts controlling my head
They snuck in and stayed here for good
I'll never be what I once used to be
Lyrics: Patryk "Pat" Guściora
Music: Thar Ai